Wednesday, November 29, 2006
there are times where i dont wanna give a flying fuck to whatever's going on. but it's all easier to be said than done. im tired of trying to be nice to people and getting fucked back instead. im tired of having to explain things to people who pretend to care when they actually dont give a damn. im tired of getting disappointed after much anticipation.
my heart is hollow.
i feel as if my soul is being sucked away.
there are times that im tired of being independent. there are times that i just wanna be weak and just depend somebody. but there's nobody.
im fucking sick and tired.
i dont deserve such crap.
my greatest wish now is to die in my sleep. please grant it.
"Faaaaaahed" @ 3:11 AM
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Fuck. I left my thumbdrive in T2033 yesterday. Now i have to redo all my assignments. Great.
"Faaaaaahed" @ 11:04 PM
Monday, November 20, 2006
How can i feel stressed and still fucking slack at the same time?
GRRR.
Filming was okay today. But basically, most of the time we're just slacking in my sister's place. I've always love going to her place becos it's a damn nice place to chill out. Loads of films, xbox games and snacks to go around.
OKAY ANYWAY, im getting damn impatient to wait for my pay. I need to get fucking lots of stuff. Like really. I predict that my stash would be depleted in prolly three days, that's damn pathetic. I need to get formal wear for presentation, evening gown for my sis wedding, lots of shoes, prolly a bigger bag.. dammit, how come my bag is never big enough? I want to get an ipod nano becos my current poddy is dead!!! Damn, i couldnt even charge it!
Okay, coming up:
- TBCM individual presentation
- MMPJ something.. proposal?
- FYP proposal
- shitty gems test
- and loads of MMxx whatever...
FYI, i havent even finished my written treatment for MMAD (due last fri). That's how fucking slack im. I think i deserve to be slapped. T_______T
"Faaaaaahed" @ 2:45 AM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Sneeze. Vomit. Sneeze. *collapse*
FLASH ASSIGNMENT!!! died.
"Faaaaaahed" @ 3:25 AM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Okay, yawen 'begged' me to do this like, a month ago. So i'm like finally free to do this meme. (since im waiting for my hair to dry, hahahaha)
1. Highlight the whole thing.
2. Copy and past into a mail/post.
3. Change all the answers so that they apply to u.
4. Send/tag tis to a whole bunch of people u know
including e person who Sent/tagged u.
The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known facts about ur frens.
BE HONEST and have some fun today!
________________________
1. Starting Time: 3:17am
2. Full Name: Sharon Tan Seok Koon
3. Best Friend(s): eh.. actually how do you define???
4. Sexiest Friend: erm, evelyn? haha, darling dont pinch me!
5. Funniest Friend(s): matthew, ek, randall
6. Smartest friends: huilin, serene!
7. Dumbest Person: not that i know of any
8. Shyest Friend: kailing i guess..
9. Most boring person: me lah myself lah. hahaha.
10. Who Do you get advice from: myself. haha.
11. Height: 154 and pending.
12. DOB: 21/03/88 ( KEN YOU BETTER REMEMBER HOR)
13. Righty / Lefty : righty
15. Shoe Size : regular 37
16.Shoe Brand (adidas or nike): adidas
17. Do you Crack any Body Parts: ankles, knees, wrists
19. Siblings: 2 elder sisters
20. Email Address: maowie@gmail.com
21. Boy Friend/Girl Friend: none.
22. Crush: none.
23. Liked a Teacher: hahaha. no way.
25. Hope the person you sent/tagged wld reply: better do so i tell you.. haha!
26. Ate a Tub of Ice Cream: new york super fudge. PHOAR!
27. Ran Into a Glass Door: nope. how about getting banged by glass doors that are supposed to have sensors that sense people?!
29. Gone Skinny Dipping: i dont wanna get caught for indecent exposure.
30. Nearly hit by a car: erm. like all the time.
31. Ran into a parked car: HAHA. yes. whoops.
GIRLS FILL OUT ABOUT BOYS
35. Boxers or Briefs: boxers.
36. Tall or Short : tall.
37. Does size matter: what size?
38. Six-pack or Muscular Arms: muscular arms.
39. Body or Personality: body sounds wrong.. haha!
40. Ear Pierced or Not: no preference
41. Sporty or Outdoorsy: hmm. both?
42. Good or Bad guy: good guy that looks bad. muahaha.
BOYS FILL OUT ABOUT GIRLS
35. G Strings or normal underwear:
36. Tall or Short :
37. Does size matter:
38. Sporty or demure:
39. Body or Personality:
40. Ear Pierced or Not:
41. Homely or Outdoorsy:
42. Good or Bad girl:
Which One is Better
59. Coke or pepsi: pepsi.
60. K.F.C or Mcdonalds: kfc sucks, i tell ya.
61. Cats or Dogs: dogs.
62. Coffee or Tea : teaaaaaaaas
63. Eastside or westside: westside
64. Vanilla or chocolate: depends on what you're talking about.
65. Cake or Cookies: cakes.
66.Purple striped Lime socks or white socks: purple striped lime socks.
67. Sunset or Sunrise: sunset
68. Day or Night: night
69. Lights on or off: lights off.
70. Summer or Winter: autumn.
71. Food: erm. vegetables? hahaha!
73. Holiday destination: new zealand, rome. PHOAR.
74. Radio Station: ehh. 98.5
75. Place: anywhere fun!
In The Future
76. Will you believe in God: dont think so.
77. What you want to be when you grow up: i have no idea! T____T
78. Define Love: when you're doing stupid things for nothing. haha.
80. Favourite Place: home i guess, pathetic T_______T
81. Favourite day(s) of the week: friday.
82. Bedtime: like when i cant stay up anymore
83. Who Is Least Likely To Send This Back: ehh... no idea.
84.Satan or God or atheist: atheist.
More questions
85. Do you love someone right now: yea myself, my family, like everybody. YAY.
86. Do you care about someone: make that 'some peoplesss'
87. Do you think of someone everyday: not really.
89. Do you think someone is special in any way: duh, like everyone is..
90. Finishing time: 3:42am
Date: 07/11
tag: ken...... dammit, like everyone has done it already. T_____T
"Faaaaaahed" @ 3:18 AM
Saturday, November 04, 2006
I had a good laugh these days(:
Or should i say, WE?
"Faaaaaahed" @ 11:59 PM
Thursday, November 02, 2006
I'm seriously disgusted that how some people can be so self-centered. I'm hearing more and more examples and each one gets crazier.
Such a huge disappointment.
Fuck man, this world is seriously screwed. It's really terrifying that how one can hurt the others to make himself look victimised to gain sympathy.
"Faaaaaahed" @ 2:58 AM
